Tomorrow will be the last day of going one month without music!
To tell the truth, Saturday night I started listening to music--- only classical, instrumental, piano, and trailer music though! (Trailer music is slang for orchestra/instrumental because some are used in movie trailers. The bands that have pieces used like this, I just pool all of their works into "trailer music".)
I consider "my music" to be the music which expresses emotion with words, and which is a bit more modern.
I guess the same could be for the above named genres, but those I can show to anyone without shame or selfishness.
Yes, I am selfish when it comes to "my music". I don't want people (I know) to listen to it because they would probably think about why I am so in love with the song.
In the end, I don't want them to know my emotions. I don't want them to know how I view myself, and who I truly am. I don't want the way they look at me to change due to my music/interests.
I am ashamed for some of my music, because it can be depressing, angry, or too powerful for them to comprehend. Sometimes, even all the music I listen to is too powerful for me to comprehend, that I break down and cry from overwhelming emotion.
And that, that I love.
Tomorrow night I'll be staying up all the way till the next night, and that will be my first time staying up all night. :) Hehe~
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